I want my mother to know I think about her every day and miss her beyond measure. I love her and ask her to forgive me for the way I treated her the last few months of her life and my behavior. I was so angry at how life and time had taken the mother I always knew away from me. You were a wonderful mom, grandmother, and great grandmother. Matthew think s of you every day. It is my dearest wish that I see you again and see the forgiving look in your eyes. I love you so very much. Say hello to Owen for me and Daddy, and grandma. Please save me a good seat. You are always with me.