Dear Saint Anthony, Saint Jude, Saint Michael Saint Joseph Holy Spirit, and our blessed lady, have a blessed mother, mother, miraculous metal. I thank you all from the bottom of my heart from the encounter with Jackson. I perceive such sadness in his face today. I need your guidance help and assistance as never before. I do not wish to make a mistake. I do not wish to cry over this man anymore, I am still confused and I wish you motivate him to keep his promise to at least see me for a half hour. I beg you from the bottom of my heart to motivate him to call me tonight or at least communicate with or in the best scenario, stop in and see me. I will extend my vacation here to spend time with him to figure this out but I can’t do this without your help guidance assistance and prayer. I need your circle of support the way we used to circle the special ed children in Metuchen. Please help me don’t abandon me I promise I will do everything to help those children follow the path Lord has has