My dear friend Saint Anthony today I’m very sad and I’m not sure why. I’m so lonely and I’m trying to figure out why.

Please help me understand this relationship with Jackson. I don’t like the drinking - it scares me and I’m beginning to think I’m a fool. Please guide me in so confused. I guess between the drinking and the money I feel very foolish. Please help me. I want to love him and work on the project but I think he’s taken advantage of me. Am I correct or is it the loneliness talking?

It hurts when I see him on line and he doesn’t respond. Well anyway please help me today be productive and not let the loneliness overtake me.

Thank you for always taking care of me and guiding me.
Your friend
Terri