To grow to have to be wiser on who I trust and trust whith my life and just know that I know that I know I can trust my self cause whith just me im in good hands and I will never say otherwise but I still believe and have faith but this world is to demonic the hole thing and so many people lie it just ant worth staying hear anymore and ill stay alive as long as i can cause im hiv positive and a hoe but im black also and from the bayarea oakland and transgender 39 years of age ill be 40 in October so its just time to move on...from every body and that's what im gonna do cause ant no body but my soul seen what I seen and been threw and my self so later thanks for the love out ther later mary lol