I have cancer again. Just had surgery, now facing chemo/radiation. I have no job. No ability to pay for any of this. I'm living off of the kindness of a friend who is on the verge of losing everything himself. He suffers from severe PTSD and health issues. I am desperate for prayers for healing, for a financial windfall, for a job. I just want to be able to meet my obligations and to repay the person who has been so kind to me. May I receive forgiveness for my many sins and may I receive Mercy and help. Thank you