Dear Sam, Anthony, or Blessed mother Holy Spirit Saint Joseph Saint Jude Saint Michael Peter, please wrap your arms around me and JS as we try to understand our relationship. I am truly trying to be bring closure to the relationship from the bottom of my heart wish to receive answers to my questions about JS Honesty, integrity, and friendship or lack of. Please help me find out if I was just a foolish old woman or someone who was truly loved. I can move on better that way. I beg of you to help me get answers in a manner which I understand. Please rekindle the passion in me for those children. If that’s what our holy spirit wants me to be doing these days help me with my help help my family help me get closer to Lord and Mary , and