Dear Saint Anthony, our blessed mother, Holy Spirit, Saint Jude, Saint Joseph and Saint Michael. Please wrap your arms around both of us today. Jackson reached out to me for 50 this morning and then we were disconnected. I do believe we should have at least one conversation to determine we are our relationship should go. I need all of your help with this, please wrap your arms around both of us today. Let us figure out where we go from here. I really need his support for that work in Africa and for the book but if it’s not what our Lord in the universe wants, I will move on I think you always supporting me , your friend Terri.