Hey, Google shut the music Dear Saint Anthony of blessed mother, Holy Spirit, Saint Jude, Saint Joseph and Saint Michael from the very bottom of my heart. I thank you for motivating Jackson to text me yesterday. I truly love this man and I don’t know if he is an alcoholic, fake or truly loves and cares for me. I have wonderful memories of our time together and will also memories of not such a good time. I pray for your guidance and your strength I pray to put a circle of support around me. I pray for his safety I pray for his family I pray for him and I so we can have a relationship where I am very motivated for those Tanzania children. please help me understand Michael and Mishi too. I’m having not such great feelings about them. I need your help. I want to continue with my work, but even Ellen is kind of cold. I don’t know a guide me I thought Lord our Lord was giving me a path to do this work perhaps it’s a little ripple, but anyway, I thank you and I ask you All to thank the Lord