Dear Anthony, our blessed mother, Holy Spirit, Saint Joseph Saint Michael in Saint Jude. Thank you for motivating Jackson to contact me. Thank you for carry-ons insight yesterday. I love this Jackson Shawnee beyond my ability to define it. I want him in my life I feel like I need him to motivate me with the nonprofit. I heard him but you know he hurt me too. He needs to see that and realize we love each other. We don’t know what that means but I need him to move on beyond this issue. Perhaps that’s his way of ending the relationship I’m not sure I know you will continue to guide me help me follow the nonprofit path and do what I’m supposed to do not easy to love someone this way, but maybe he can just answer me. Tell me he loves me but it’s over or it’s not. I don’t know whatever Lisa head I have to accept and hopefully do it with Grace and no more tears. Thanks for everything helped me. Have a good day. Let me be easy with Frank. Keep us safe keep me healthy helping me lose my weight.