Dear Saint Anthony and our blessed mother, please pray for me. Please let me know if I did the right thing by blocking Jackson. I’m very saddened by his lack of attention. Please guide me and help me. I’m so tired of feeling sad I feel foolish that I fell in love with this young man and I beg you to let me know if he loved me was just using me it will help me if I could find out. I love both of you and I thank you for everything you do for me I offer up the sadness I feel today preparation for my sins and mistakes , I also don’t feel well so help me get better with my health put your arms around me hug me and guide me. I do need some help. I will fix the donors the donor information as soon as I feel a little better thank you I love you both so very much and I thank you for everything your friend Terri. please let Tara answer me and please let the Irish Mystic answer me. I really could use support from both of them. I appreciate your help with those two sides. Thank you.