I miss you so much babygirl. You should be here with us, brightening this holiday. 4 Christmases without you and your birthday on the 28th is more than I can bear. Please send your brother some strength and blessings with the birth of your niece in the next week or so, and please help him be a better husband and father. My baby... you would be 31 this year. It's not fair. You are in my heart every second of every day and I miss you more every day. Please send me a sign this holiday week... please. I love you.