Dear Saint Anthony, our blessed mother, our lady, Holy Spirit, Saint Joseph, Saint Jude and Saint Michael. Thank you for motivating Jackson to reach out to me. I’m more confused than ever, and I truly need your help probably more than ever. I just want some clarification on what to do with this man. I love him dearly. I want him as a lover, but more importantly, I want him as a person in my life who I can understand and who can continue to motivate me to work hard for these children. Please guide me sometimes I think he’s taking advantage of me other times. I think he loves me other times. I think he’s on balanced I don’t know what to think. He reached out to me today I responded and now he disappears again I’m begging you with every ounce of my heart soul and being to please let him contact me. Let me meet him today. Let me get this over with so I can truly move on more spiritual and contented matter and do more things for the children, bring my prayer life and spiritual life back int