Please help me wrap your arms around me tonight and give me a circle of support. I am saddened by Jackson’s lack of support and help. Could someone I love so deeply hurt me so badly. I think he really did use me all the money and gifts I’ve sent him, maybe he never even enjoyed making love with me. Maybe Zanzibar was a ploy. I beg you to just let me know if any of it was real and help me get over him once and for all this time I just feel so stupid and so you and so sad , how could I be so stupid. The only saving grace and all of this is that there were times when my prayers were answered so my confusion still exist but I know all of you will provide the circle of support that I need and help me get over this longing for him still after all this after this week, where he couldn’t even come back to me , he doesn’t want me and I feel foolish. I appreciate all of your guidance and help let me sleep help me to do this project. We put it incorrect perspective. Thank you your friend Terri.