please pray my Jimmy is in heaven. I miss him so much. Please God let him see what his stepdaughter has done. how she kept me from being with him. Please let him know how much i love him. Please when it is my turn to leave this earth, let me be with him for eternity. Please show me signs that he is still around me, that he loves me. i am heartbroken. i don't even remember my life before him. he was a good, kind man and died of cancer & i don't know why. he never complained about being sick, worked up until the day he had a stroke. we were going to move in together again & i was going to move to fl to be with him. we saw each other every month & i stayed with him at least 2x a year for 3 wks or more. we lived together in ny for almost 2 yrs as well. he was my friend, my love, my heart. he taught me and i taught him. we respected each other and truly loved each other. he was kind & sweet put up with my craziness that i went through sometimes. i miss him so, so much. pls hug me again xo