My dearest Saint Anthony, my dearest, blessed, mother and Holy Spirit, Saint Joseph in Saint Jude and Saint Peter thank you thank you thank you you put your circle of support around me today with the conversation with Jackson. I don’t know if he was truthful or worse. Life is truly like it’s like a monster, wandering the streets looking at the stores, but I felt a piece with it and him give anything to spend some time with him this last time oh Saint Joseph guide me you know it is a special place in my heart for Jackson and me and we visited you if I get to see him, we will come to church together. Pray to you or at least I will. I’ll help me with my Frank. I got so upset. How could he give those snowballs away so hard I try so hard to have things go smoothly to look good to look nice and they don’t and this whole episode with cookies is out of control. Help me find out what’s wrong with mesomething soft and help my cookie my little girl I could’ve better with her. I truly love her. Sh