Dear Saint Anthony of Blessed mother, Holy Spirit, Saint Joseph Saint Jude and Saint Pete thank you for the recent conversations with Jackson. They really made me very happy. I come again before you for your guidance and understanding as I pursue this crazy relationship. Please once again help me finances to the questions I have Regarding S when I hear from him I am so happy and I get so motivated and then I don’t hear from him day in and day out even day in and day out and I get sad. I guess I can never understand why he can’t just take a few minutes to text me on a regular basis , please help me find out once and for all if he’s for real or just playing me up to once again ask for funds. Find out if he’s truly planning to spend some time with me and whether I should do it or not.

Please wrap your arms around me and help me with my health help me lose weight. Help me get back to feeling good about my self, my body let me exercise and read myself of all this pain , so I can motivate m