Dear Saint Anthony blessed mother, Holy Spirit, Saint Joseph Saint Jude Saint Peter. I’m begging you from the depths of my heart to motivate Jackson to call me now so I can end this peacefully nicely and honestly I’m not sure I can handle this last hour but I’ve handled a lot worse, I have cried over this for two years. He made me so happy to years ago, but I paid the price with tears and feelings of foolishness and I’ve paid monetarily what did come out of it I’d become more spiritual and I’ve donated a lot because of my prayers for him, I think he must be unstable , although when I look at his pictures, he wasn’t really happy with me. This whole thing is probably a sham on his port and perhaps I’ll never know but Mary you gave me our sign today. You gave it to me and I believe that means I will find peace, and I will get the answers to whether he’s unstable or a liar or needs me more than I need him but right now Mary I need to let him go unless he can give me what I need. I don’t se