Dear sweetie, Holy Spirit, blessed mother Saint Jude, Saint Peter please help me today blessed mother you sent me that sign and I don’t know how to interpret it. You were telling me to persevere take this anymore. I just can’t live wondering if this man is gonna call me to motivate him to call me, but I guess that’s not what you think is best for me. How am I gonna make it till 4 o’clock? I’m gonna try to sleep. I am so so tired being sad. Why was he allowed to make me so happy and then act like such a jerk maybe he truly is unstable And maybe he does need me but Mary I’m not in any shape to help him right now. I had last night that he was just ready to ask me for more money and that would’ve been a sign for me to really block him, but I think I’m at the point that if I don’t hear from him by 4 o’clock today, I’m gonna just block him , please give me the strength to do it. Just give me the strength to do it. I would truly appreciate last call from him if you think that’s the thing tha