Dear Saint Anthony blessed lady Holy Spirit, Saint Joseph Saint Jude Saint Michael Peter please wrap your arms around me. Please protect my Jackson. Please help me understand why I am so fixated, enamored and in love with this young man. Does he need me more than I need, I need him, I really thought I would stop with the crying. I really thought when he called me over the weekend and made me so happy by talking to me for two hours that we were back in a loving relationship. He tried to call me Sunday I didn’t hear him and I was involved with the show. How can I vote my whole life to a man , who calls once in a while. I don’t know if he’s mixed up crazy takes advantage of me or truly loves me, but doesn’t know how to deal with it. I am baking all of you to help me with my illness. Help me get better so I can do better with the sneaker project and so I can get back to my fundraising. Please help me block him out of my life if he’s not good for me if he’s not a sincere person,