Dear Saint Anthony, I will blessed mother Holy Spirit, Saint Jude, Saint Joseph and St. Peter. Please put a circle of support around Ellen and her babies as they lost their husband and father. Please guide me in reaching out to her properly and let her respond to me when appropriate please guide me as to whether I should continue my work with her and her school. You know I love the man and I am truly trying to figure out if he truly loved me and he’s unstable or he lied about everything. I don’t understand how someone could be with me the way he was and lie, but when I looked at those pictures, he never looked right in them , when he met me at the airport, I’m 98.9% sure I need to move on and you’re allowing me to obtain answers will help me move on and whether I was foolish or just so lonely and needy that I fell into a trap please help me open my arms to the universe, which is the Lord to gain a new lover and Kindle and him and me the passion for those more African children I was so