Dear Saint Anthony, Our blessed mother her mother Holy Spirit Saint Joseph Saint Jude, Saint Peter Saint Mary Magdalene please wrap your arms around me and guide me help me find out what I’m supposed to do with more Africa and trips to Africa. We can my passion for those children, please. My relationship with Jackson into proper perspective and please please please help me from wasting so much of my precious time our Lord has given me on that man. I need closure and I believe I can have it if I understand, his true feelings from the beginning and now. I only want what’s best for him and his family. I could use some help because I get very depressed and sad and I have so much to be thankful. Please guide me and help me help me with my health give me the strength to take care of Frank properly , and let me know if I should continue with the nonprofit. Blessed mother help our lady of the miraculous metal take care of me please thank you.