Please Dear st Anthony and our blessed mother and our Holy Spirit and St. Joseph, please spirit please ask our Lord and the universe to grant me peace to help me find a way my path. I’m near the end of my life. I’d like to make the best of the years Lord has given me please help me find out if I should stay with those kids at more Africa Alan doesn’t want me. I’m not sure I feel like such a fool believing in this man perhaps needed me more than I needed him and that was the way it was supposed to be, but it really hurts feel so foolish please help me find some peace and all help me find out if I should stay with Africa or maybe I should help someone else you so much put your arms around me. I’m tired of being on this world with this. Can I just get some answers and find some peace please thank you he did motivate me right now. It’s Mary who will be my motivation , thank you I promise you, Anthony I will come back to your showing in Missouri. Love you so very much Joe. You have a speci