Dear Saint Anthony, my mother Holy Spirit, Saint Saint Joseph please put your arms around me and support me. Please keep me from doing anything rush or anything. I will forget I’m feeling so sad and so disenchanted with my Jackson truly loved him. I have been kind and supportive, but all I receive is tears really care for me? It’s always been all about him. I think I want this phone. It’s over and block him, but I don’t know if I’m being rash what I felt yesterday after that phone call was valid. He has just used me and has been a big liar , pray for guidance forgiveness I will forgive him, but I need to please help me so tired so tired of being a fool please give me guidance Mary forgive me for praying my rosary yesterday. I’ll try to make up today right now. I think I need some sleep maybe you can motivate him to call me , or give me some guidance to what I should do I really feel like saying goodbye but I’ve learned not to act rashly so help me take a nap when I get up some some pra