Dear Saint Anthony, I hope blessed mother, Holy Spirit, Saint Joseph, Saint Michael, and Saint Peter. Please wrap your arms around me today and help me begin to put my relationship with Jackson SHANI into Proper perspective. My heart is broken and I’m trying so hard to move on but it’s very very difficult. I need your help please. I think I can recover fully and learn from the experience if I have the answers to the questions about his life and whether he was sincere with me or was using me for some reason, please help me find those answers. I will be eternally grateful. One of the promises I have made to Mary during this relationship is a visit to , your shrine in Missouri I will do that with Pat next week. In the meantime, do you think you could motivate Jackson to call me and just have a frank honest conversation with me it would make my life so much easier dear. I ask you for that I’m not worthy of it but I will. I do ask. I love you all. I thank you for everything your friend Terr