Dear Anthony, blessed mother, Holy Spirit, Saint Joseph Saint Jude Saint, and Saint Michael. Please wrap your arms around Jackson and me as we determined together what our future should or should not be. I THeresa wall the strength that you can muster to put around me so I don’t fall apart so I don’t cry, so I truly understand what I should do going forward. please help me regain my passion for that school on those children unless you think I should direct my effort someplace else I truly believe that our Lord open this path for me, and that he put Jackson into my life to motivate me to do the work I did. I can’t help that I fell in love with him , it’s so bizarre that he’s such a young man. I love him so much I truly believe he loved me at one point but if he was married at that point I’m confused I know he was living with his sisters so what happened maybe one day soon I hope I will find out with your help and your circle of support around me, I will find my way I will try to come b