Dear Saint Anthony and our blessed mother, you two have provided my strength me with the strength to deal with this man who I fell in love with. Jackson was the motivation to keep me going with the nonprofit. I know it was my intention before I became involved with him, but he motivated me And I fell in love with him. I love him till the day I die. I need your guidance and strength, as I have now found out that he lied to me. I don’t know if that means that nothing about our relationship was sincere. I prefer not to think that way I think there has been some Divine intervention for us. I do not wish to hurt his wife or his family but I would love him in my life it’s complex and I do not believe it’s simple. I believe it’s meant to be. I beg of you to ask him to call me and tell me what’s truly in his heart and then I will pray for guidance to listen to what his heart tells him, and what your guidance instruct me to do , please help me continue my work for Africa. I am losing my passio