Dear Saint Anthony, our blessed mother, Holy Spirit, Saint Joseph Saint Michael Saint Jude. Please help me today. I am buried depressed. I believe it’s because I haven’t heard from my Jackson. Please help me to understand this relationship. Please let me know if he used me if he’s for real if he was sincere and is just unstable if he’s all, hi I miss him terribly but I think I also miss the attention. Please help me. I am so lonely and so sad I don’t wanna keep crying. I wanna pray more. I want to get my house cleaned up. I’d love to have one more visit with him, but please don’t let me go if he is going to abuse me , please let me know why Jackson doesn’t communicate with me. Please let me get the answers to my investigation. Maybe that will help me but above all Mary, my best friend and my mother, you and Anthony and Joseph are very special to this relationship so help me and Jude and Michael I did you to help me please. Thank you , I promise I will send the cost of my entire trip to