Dear Saint Anthony and our blessed mother a very special request today for you to surround me and hug me with extra love. I believe I need to move on from Jackson. I hope you watch over him as someplace in my bones. I feel the man is gonna get hurt and I don’t know if that’s so I wish they call me and I go visit him and he’d want me or not. Please help me I need to move on from this man. It doesn’t make any sense. He’s 39 I’m 79 he’s in Africa I’m in the United States. I think he’s been a liar I haven’t not really I think I miss that romance and attention and help me just recognize. I’m glad I had it all those prayers and offerings I sent to you And I felt so good one you responded positively I ask you once again to respond positively but to let me know what really went on if he was a fake if he was real or whatever and please help me begin to heal and forget him I’m spending way too much time on him and lost feelings of being wanted. Let me know you want me and let that be enough for