Yusen, Anthony I will blessed mother, Holy Spirit, Saint Jude, Saint Michael and Saint Joseph. Please watch over my Jackson Shawnee. He is very fragile and I am afraid he is drinking too much. Please let him contact me and let him tell me he loves me even though we both know we cannot be together. Just knowing that we care for each other will help us through the Difficulties, we each face in our lives. I miss him terribly, and I hope to each of you that you put a circle of support around me and guide me as I navigate this journey with or without him. If possible, I would love to spend a little more time with him. Thank you.