Dear Senia, plastic, mother, Joseph, Saint Jude, Michael, Holy Spirit please motivate Jackson to call me. I miss him terribly, and I really just want him what is going on in his heart.

I am seeking advice from all of you to help me understand how I got myself involved with this man what the relationship is what’s really in my heart And what I should do about it. I don’t want to spend another year wasting all the time and crying over him. Please help me understand how I could fall in love with this young man from another culture another country. He did motivate me to do the nonprofit, and I truly believe with all my heart that that was the path our Lord put in place for me. Please help me I should still do that even if it’s by myself .

Please let me know if Jackson is a nice person like I thought he was or if he really is an alcoholic who had thoughts of taking advantage of me. I just wanna know the answers and then perhaps I could move on. I know I should move on and I need your help