Dia say Anthony, our blessed mother, Holy Spirit, Saint Joseph, Saint Michael, Saint Jude please please please wrap your arms around me please for a circle put me in the center and guide me and pray for me. I have been praying to all of you and some of you for a year the situation is not any better. I’m begging you from the bottom of my heart to help me understand this man Jackson Shawnee. Does he really love me? Do we have any kind of a future together or should I just block him and try to move on. I have begged you for this kind of answer for a while and I’m sure you’re sending it to me but I just don’t know how to read it , today is very difficult I’m alone and sad. Taking care of a very cranky old man. Oh, I don’t want to be with what I have promised I will take care of him. I really want to be with my friends in Tanzania. Please help me find out if Michael, Mishi and the girls really love me. Do I start a life with them? I’m not sure what to do. I’m so lonely. Please help me find